I will be living in hell away from you

I wasn't even ready to say goodbye
You are the hope that resides in me
I hope this goes well,cause for a long time
I will be living in hell away from you
And i ask myself is that something i can do ?
We will continue in tune and it will be full of the warmth
We shared so far,and i wasn't easy to walk into the car
Could you please give me something to hold on to ?
Something deep that will remind me of you
With your voice on the phone,i don't feel so alone
I feel you next to me,breathing in your sleep with your voice on the phone ,i don't feel so alone
I feel you next to me,breathing in your sleep
And the next time ,i drift off to sleep
I hope you will be next thing i see